Sorry but I wrote it in Spanish, I understand your confusion compañero!

:.|:;

Creenge

Me too!

When I learnt how to read English I started to get access to new currents of thought that are not common on Spanish (is that a latinsphere or Spanishsphere I wonder), at the same time I learnt how loud are US people on internet really.

Chefkiss!

Mariposa gang

Hey, a bit late but Movies are a bit easier to finish for me, books it depends on the book itself!

I get what you mean by the plot revealed, most of the time I get ahead using clues of the story and spoil myself

I really try to enjoy games slowly, and for some time it works but when novelty wears off, is hard for me to start playing the game again!

Can you suggest some game that hit that sweetspot?

Hey, feel like that a lot.

Just like most of the people here I try to accept that I’m this way, and even if I don’t want, I will not do things and feel bad. I try just to apologize and get the thing done if possible. Not much to do besides that.

Also when I’m on a low mood moment these feelings of guilt appear to be enormous, but eventually you get yourself up an they are manageable. Being burn down by that is pretty common for me, so I wish you some rest!

Kind of sounds like The egg

Capitalismo malo rule

I’m out of spells, but not of options!

This is like Uruguay vs Kangaroo 🦘

Hey, thanks to comment here! Its been a while from this post and I think a lot has improved since.

Self acceptance has been key and as you said Im trying to be aware that from time to time this approach could not work anymore.

Thanks again!

I’m reading these responses again and let me tell you that writing tthings down has helped me a ton!

Also, that computer analogy was really nice. Thanks to take time and help me (and anyone that arrives to this post!)

Damn, I don’t know where to start this response.

-First, I didn’t know that “the real devil” was so good giving advice. Where I live we have a saying that translates like “More knows the devil by old than by being the devil”, so your experiences and conclusions are appreciated.

-I haven’t been medicated yet, so I will have your advice in mind regarding to that. Also I don’t really know if Adderall is a thing where I live.

-Categorizing things by mood needed is something that I haven’t heard of, but is so clear now. All my life I have ridded waves of motivation, but I have never planned to do it in advance.

-I’m already on therapy so that’s like my “sprint review” to check if an habit is sticking, for me agile has been a good framework to try habits and new approaches.

-As a last point, I’m a developer but as you, I guess that I’m an artist, a writer and whatever I’m feeling like in the moment.

I really appreciate you took time to write this comment, thanks!

EDIT: formatting.

I understand what you mean by meetings blocking you to start your progress. I work the best when I have 1 meeting and can solve doubts by just chatting. It seems that yesterday I was facing an issue that no one really understood and I wasn’t an exception, so perhaps that was the reason why I was overwhelmed and couldn’t code anything.

Thanks for reaching to my SOS post!

Thanks for your advice! I kind of recognize when I’m on the mood, just it isn’t enough sometimes.

I will check that video, thanks!